painting, emotions
BRUSH IN PAINT
Wednesday/03/09 04:40 PM Filed in: Work
This has been an emotional dread. The need to start painting once more and confronting the encounter. I am trying to put this site together and it is draining all my mind. I’m obsessive. I want this to be put together right and I don’t know BEANS about the computer. What ever I do is intuitive and autodidactic. I have had some unfortunate happenings with the site. It has delayed my objective of returning to PAINT. I am an emotional roller-coaster anyway — you know the type. But I manage it. Well, most of the time anyway. I set a dead line for me to dip the brush into the paint and resume the obsession with pushing paint around. I just broke away, yesterday, and did that. The horror of the encounter was so big I dipped into a real downer. But I did get the brush into the paint and I did do something, even if it is not were I want it to be. Doing it was my accomplishment. I need for my obsessive drive to kick in and change my gears.
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